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Thursday, January 27, 2005 MannersI was so impressed this morning. It was a bitterly freezing morning with windchill that makes you wanna curse all the way. I was walking super fast from the parking lot to school. And then there was a guy in front of me who was also walking super fast but he paused at the entrance of the building. He looked back and waited for me. When I reached the door, he opened it for me, and went in after me. I was WOW-ed. I said thank you of course. I was impressed that there are still men out there who knows the basic manners... hahaha... thank God. Now I'm just bored to death, waiting for my abnormal psychology seminar in 1 hour. I froze one of the computers in the library... oops... luckily there's another vacant one. One of my lecture today was video-taped by this guy, who said that TV Ontario wanted to use like, 30 mins of it for their show or sumthiing. So the prof was being a goody-goody person today, instead of the cynical, commenting person that he usually is. Unfortunately, he didn't write a word on the board, but I taped the lecture so it should be fine, I guess Anyone knows how I can get a sound convert tool software to download so I can convert ACT file to WAV/MP3????? Pleaseeee My dream last night was amazing. I dreamed that the whole family moved to Montreal and we live in this gorgeous house facing the sea (which was frozen cuz it was winter). My bro got the room with the fantastic scenery and I was stuck with the room that had a walk-in closet (not that I would need such a big wardrobe anyway)and the walk-in closet had a stairway leading to another walk-in closet in the basement... it was kinda spooky! It was dark in the basement and I hated the thought of having to look down on it everytime I go in. Azalea was in the dream, my parents, Aunt Esme (something to do with pasta restaurant), Dita, and Adam, of course... then Fiona and her parents were there too (they came to visit or sumthing) this is like... the most interesting and exciting dream I've had in months! Isn't it pathetic? hahaha i woke up feeling soooo happy, but when I realized that it was just a dream, I got kinda sad. I fell out of the habit of recording my dreams everyday, simply cuz I never have time to go back and review my dreams anyway, and cuz I'm too lazy to wake up in the middle of the night to write them down (scribbles mostly) and rewrite them in the morning (so I can read it next time)and trying to make sense out of the scribbles. I remember very clearly this dream I had, about an apartment building that exploded (I was in it) and everyone died! I survived and was in trauma for a while... it was sooo real (like I was really gonna die) that I woke up feeling troubled and I still think of it sometimes... about how scary it's gonna be to die a horrible death. I'm not scared of dying, mind you... well, we all are, to some extent... but I'm not worried about dying n all that... cuz I know that I can die right now, in the middle of writing this sentence, if God wills it... it's just that, the fear of the unknown, of the unexpected... not knowing what to do but pray to God and... I don't know... the more you think about it, the less ready you realize you are about dying. Alright, enuff blabber for one day... 30 more mins to go.. *sigh* si Monyet @ 1/27/2005 01:12:00 PM
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